Bathrooms...

Hey ya'll,

Sorry its been a while I've been working and going to school non-stop it seems like. No new real updates to speak of. The only thing I can think of that has been bothering me a lot lately is using the bathroom. When I'm at school I am at school from 9 AM to 9:45 PM, obviously I'm going to have to piss sometime during the day. Well, being pre T, I still am obviously in a female body. So I use the womens bathroom. I get some looks sometimes like why are you in here or people even seem like they arent sure if they are in the right restroom. Another reason I have to use the womens bathroom is because Im not exactly proficient at using my STP (Stand to Pee device) quite yet. Practicing in the shower and using a toilet are so much different. Especially because if I piss all over myself in the shower its ok, I piss all over myself in public I spend the rest of the day smelling like piss. Last weekend my girlfriend and I were in Orlando and we decided to head over to Downtown Disney and spend the afternoon and get dinner there. Well, the inevitable happend, I needed to pee. I seriously considered using the mens bathroom with the logic "I'll never see any of these guys again", but we all know it isnt that easy. So I promply talked myself out of it and went on to the womens bathroom. Upon entering I got a stare like I was a freak from an old lady like why are you in a womens bathroom. So I did my business and came out to wash my hands and a mom with her daughter gave me the same look but this time the mother shoved her forward into the stall and promply followed the girl in like I was going to hurt her little girl. After walking out of that bathroom I was somewhat empowered but also uneasy. What happens if I need to pee and I'm an outsider in both bathrooms?

-Dylan